Au revoir 

I am a thousand pieces of wreckage. Burning, broken, irreparable. I am everything I never wanted 

to be.

Stifled, 

suffocating, 

no one to mend me.

Break my bones. Cut my wrists. Show me mercy by doing whatever you have to do to 

kill me.

I am broken, I am rubbish. 

I am something to burn.

Watch the smoke and then forget 

I was ever here.

Goodbye my loves. 

It is not your fault but mine.

I really fucked it up this time.

Didn’t I my dear?

I don’t mean it to be selfish.

I don’t mean it to cause more pain, more disappointment, 

more dismay.

I am sorry for all of it.

I am sorry for me.

I just don’t want to be here 

anymore.

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8 thoughts on “Au revoir 

  1. You ok?

    livelovelaugh posted: “I am a thousand pieces of wreckage.Burning, broken, irreparable. I am everything I never wanted to be. Stifled, suffocating, no one to mend me. Break my bones. Cut my wrists. Show me mercy by doing whatever you have to do to “

  2. We both know God views us differently you are listening to the lies of the enemy. He promises to make beauty from ashes. I am praying for you.

  3. Geneviève, I do not care for this one. Life has many mountains and valleys, we grow during one of them. If this is fact…the heartbreak you feel will soon be your strength. Grow and remember for every thorn there blooms a beautiful ‘Rose.’

    Marilyn Norris

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